What am I doing at work?

LOOK AT SATURDAY AND SUNDAY!!! DOESN'T IT LOOK BEAUTIFUL!!!!

It's 7:47 a.m. and today is Friday. Already it's blazing HOT. The sky is blue and no clouds in sight. I can hear the pool water rippling and my name is echoing in the wind to come join the fun for a day of sun, relaxation, giggles, laughter, and escapism but alas I am sitting here, literally crying, just tears in frustration, sitting under artificial light with my list out that says "Why I am THANKFUL for my job!

I like my job but every one gets into a funk at work after a while and I have hit it big time. It kills me to be inside when it's so nice out.

Even Jax begged me today to skip work so we could swim all day. It kills me!

The sun just does something for me. I am so much happier. It makes me feel alive.

Did ya hear that? That was a cough.. oh, gosh, I don't feel good.. hmmmmm...maybe I am getting sick.

Happy Day~

People wonder why I haven't married? We haven't met yet~ :)

I just love Steve Perry. He makes me so happy. I love Pandora.com and have been listening to him lately as he always makes me happy. I just adore him. Maybe in the next lives to come.

Why I Love NC

I love this time of year and I get so excited to see everyone out in flip flops, hair tied back, t-shirts on, every one seems to come alive out of their comatose state of winter and hibernation is over and living has begun. Smells of smoke filled bbq grills and the splashing of water!! All so splendid to me! No doubt Jax and I will get some good pool time in this week.

The last few weeks have been challenging for me but I am seeming to come out of my funk and challenge and am starting to enjoy the moments of life again. Jax is so sweet and brings me flowers every day, and he is growing so fast. He is completely bored 24/7 these days and I can't seem to keep him happy. I NEVER thought in a million years I would be glad he would go to kindergarten but he needs to be busy, busy, busy! Saturday I took him to see Speedracer and I thought he had died and gone to heaven. He cried the whole way home because he wanted to see it again! Jax has had a loose tooth since his birthday in April and he will never let me look at it. I finally tackled him on the bed with threats of kisses (which grosses him out now)if he didn't open his mouth. Right behind his lose tooth is the other tooth coming in. So strange looking. So, we are going to the dentist. Should I be worried? Is this normal. My dentist wouldn't say. Huh?

I needed "Mom time" big time on Saturday. After the movie I went upstairs to change the sheets on my bed and Jax jumped up and down and up and down and said " Mom, i am so hyper, I can't stand it!, I can't stop jumping". I couldn't stop laughing and at that moment I knew he needed to get out of the house and I needed to escape so he went to Grandma's and watched Red mow the grass and he made a cake with Grandma and I escaped to see Sex and the City. I loved every minute of it. I got hooked on the show when I was home for maternity leave with Jax. It was fun to see the girls again and of course Mr. Big!!! Hubba! Hubba! It's been fun to get hooked on a series and now I have been told I am not living the happiest life I could live because I am not into "LOST". Guess I need to get into that one.

Hope all is doing well. I am gonna try to get a pic of Jax's tooth cuz it's soo cute and weird looking.

Kels~